KORN
Korn (1994)
Are you ready? This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances, what if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances, I'm so blind - Blind, blind Another place I'll find, escape to pain inside You don't know the chances, what if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances, I'm so blind - Blind, blind Deeper and deeper and deeper is all I'm turning to living a life that seems to be a lost reality, I can never find a way to reach my inner self esteem is low, how deep can I go? In the ground that I lay if I don't find a way to sleep in the grave, I crowd my mind This time I looked to see what's between lines I can see, I can see I'm going blind (etc.) I'm blind, I'm blind, I'm blind, I'm blind
There you are alone, with no hope of ever having Something to be proud of, something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me? Ball tongue! - You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me Ball tongue! - The rag I'm on, we are justified Ball tongue! - Congrats, you just fucked up my make-up and shit Ball tongue! -What have you done for me? Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me? Ball tongue! - You have come to take from your buddy Ball tongue! - You have never been so funky Ball tongue! - The higgle got sick of me Ball tongue! - Ahh, the dick is fine for the day Ball tongue! - Your brother took it from me Ball tongue! - Unidentified enemy Ball tongue! - Come fucking back to save us and gave up Ball tongue! - They've come to deliver me You were my brother (Where does our friendship end?) (x3) You were my brother - I'm not going to give in You were my brother (Where does our friendship end?) (x3) You were my brother - I'm not going to give in How can you fucking doubt me, but not again (etc.) Ball tongue! - They've driven right by my friends Ball tongue! - They've taken the take above me Ball tongue! - You're a psycho monkey Ball tongue! - They've come to enslave me Ball tongue! - They've jacken themselves onto me Ball tongue! - Your fucking gangster signs Ball tongue! - They've come not to save them, but they take Ball tongue! - Fucking death to fucking me (You're a psychopath) (etc.) Ball tongue! - Berome died at the technodrome Ball tongue! - You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? Ball tongue! - It doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monger Ball tongue! - Can I die? Can I die? Ball tongue! - And then, the man kept kicking me Ball tongue! - Into the morgue, they go Ball tongue! - He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head Ball tongue! - No more, he's rid of you You're a Dyke!
I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you! - Why are you taken? I love you! - I feel so helpless Why is it you? - Ripping my insides each time I'm with you Why do I try? Why do I really need to? Why? Why? Why? Why? Fuck you, bitch Need to (etc.) I hate you!... Fuck! (etc.) Slut
Anger inside builds within my body Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me Try and hit me again, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me What's with you, boy? Think hard A tattooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man I don't run around, trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free, you're just a wanna-be Try and hit me again... To come out Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town Now hit me clown (x4) Clown, you ain't shit, turn around and get your face split (x4) Try and hit me again... I'm just too fucking little (x3) I'm just a fucking mental (x4)
I hide only to defy you Take away the only love inside you I see your face through everyone Inside I've just begun You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you For when you stop and turn around Your body's going down You're gonna waste your time Your life will soon be mine You're definitely one of a kind, and You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine Tell me why you never liked me Tell me what it is you fight me Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine You think they're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me You wait, you don't want anyone Oh well You're gonna waste your time... You know what, fuck you, I'm fed up with you I'm not as good as you, fuck no, I'm better than you (etc.) You're gonna waste your time... Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game? You try to see what you got, me ripping at your brain
Here I am, different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, please just go away I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise - Him! Why do you treat me this way? Made the hurt stay I sound like I can never seem to escape All the laughing, all the pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probably, you'd just throw me away I can see inside you fine... Faget! (x3) Here I am, different... I can see inside you fine... Faget! I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son You fake, and if we don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday Who gives a fuck? Right now I got something to say To all the people that think I'm strange I should be out of here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved To a world that never appreciated shit You can suck my dick and fucking like it He had my gun but he had to find the money any say He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway He had my gun but he had to find the money any say He had my gun but he had to find the money going away He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say He had my gun but he had to find the money don't anyway I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world All my life, who am I? (etc.) I'm just a faget - Faget! (x3) I'm a faget - Faget! I'm not a faget - Faget! (x3) (What am I?) You motherfucking queers
Ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight London Bridge is falling down Falling down, falling down London Bridge is falling down My fair lady Nursery rhymes are said... Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home (etc.) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Baa-baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow (Baa-baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said... Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone (etc.)
I can, in every way, mistake the pain I feel inside It comes to me, evil thoughts is creeping through my mind Who are you to say that I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away, it's so predictable I can, in every way, feel the stress that tangles up inside Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives You run away to the cover of their pointless ties You ask me, it's so predictable I'm gonna try, I'm gonna die, I'm gonna try Another day, silence overwhelms my mind Who is to say if I have the time, oh why? Should I pray for all the hate to go away? Another day I can never break free You wait for me, I call out to you Another day, I'll live forever Should I? Should I? I'm gonna try, I'm gonna die, I'm gonna try Fuck! I'm gonna try, Should I? (etc.) I'm gonna die, Should I?
I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through Your life's a lie, that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand, oh the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside Let it all go, let it all go (x2) Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be (x2) I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go... You try so hard to be wanted False emotions tells you fronted I think being a person relies on one thing, be yourself, let you come through You're too afraid to really be Someone who isn't false, who doesn’t care to be You're too afraid to really be Someone who isn't false, who doesn’t care to be Fake!! Fake!! Fake!! Fake!! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it (x8) Let it all go (etc.)
I would like to search inside For all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you I smile, while you're afraid Your run, while you're so in pain Do you ever see from outside your fears? Thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears Do you ever see from outside your fears? Thinking about your life, thinking about your inner fears I would like to search inside For all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you Do you ever...? I want you to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you, kept all these useless lies I want you to fear, fill you on up inside Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time I tried, you win, my life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain, go Do you ever...?
'Ello, está Caco? Eres Caco? Well, you know, you fucking call me the Caco, OK? I keep asking, what's your lie? It is disturbing, this isn't mine Days keep passing, a lot of time (Me) I don't feel right, please God let me sleep tonight Everyday, confronted circumvents giving in I just wanna know why Don't give it up, don't hit my stick I keep asking, Well again, please try It is haunting, this takes my mind Days keep passing, line after line I don't feel right, please God let me sleep tonight Die tonight, die tonight, die tonight Everyday, confronted... Please God, please God Please God help me, please God free me Please God save me, from my painful situation Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die
Mother, please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done, remember I will always love you I'm your son Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy Innocent child, looking so sweet Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat You've raped, I feel dirty It hurt as a child Tied down, that's a good boy And fucked, your own child I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watching Mommy why? Your own child Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy You've raped... It's all right You've raped... I didn't touch you there Mama said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mama stopped and stared Little child, looking so pretty Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat You've raped... (etc.) I fucking hate you, motherfucker Motherfucker, I fucking hate you, fuck you You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life I wanted to die I'm sick of it, motherfucker Why'd you fucking do it to me? I hate you, I fucking hate you I hate you - Why? I hate you
Life Is Peachy (1996)
You're not the right one dumb damn rapper, not the right goddamn Who are you to rap shit take off and who says you're right? On top, you think you're bomb artista, but you're bent out of oooo right Suck my dick, but don't you think that you're oooo right Sometimes things might make me ooo-ooo, it makes me mad And when it happens, fuck it, rugged in mind a hint by bite Why does it not exist in you? Right, shit, why hit in yet another day? Woo hoo right, it's not woo hoo right, but you're wrong Twist - Twist - Twist - Twist Put me in right, now make mad, prove that you're right Somehow you're not right, huh, but that doesn't make me mad Right now you're begging for a little brew all night Yeah, it's so simple, I had some Red Dog, you hand over it Twist - Twist - Twist - Twist
Pain! Buried so far away Into my life of nothing Sick of the same old thing So I dig a hole and bury the pain Sick of the same old thing So I dig a hole and bury the pain I am so high, always Burying my life so slowly Sick of the same old thing... Opens my mind to feelings Can't face bottom without something Sick of the same old thing... We enter in my head, feeling like I'm God With the world around me, can't you feel this pain? Reaming through my heart, screaming through my veins Nothing I can kill, the stinging of my heart, aah!! Can't you feel my heart? Ahh! Can't you take my heart...away? Tired heart, goodbye Sick of the same old thing... Pain! Pain! (x4)
Why can't I decide? Why my feelings I hide? Always screwing with my mind that thorn in my spine Oh sure, it feels fine wasting all our time In the back of my mind, that thorn in my spine Wait to see it before my eyes Why? Don't I turn grey? Looking all the time at your face so blind Feeling uptight, always the same fight Hey man, now decide, go ahead, take your time Kissing all the time that thorn in my spine Wait, you can't even see my side Why? Play yourself out that way Why? You and me always hang Wait, weren't you were my friend? The pain in which I feel, I feel (etc.) Hey man, look inside, know your need to your own life Remember me, guy? That thorn in your spine Waiting all the time, I'm doing mighty fine Remember me guy? That thorn in your spine Wait, you can't even see my side... Wait, weren't you were my friend? (x4)
(Fuck yes) Always I'm locked in my head No pain, you don't know what I have had By now, I'm so for sure Right now, I am yours My sorrow, I swallow Follow me, oh hell no It came unknown to me Paranoid is controlling all of me Somehow, a terror so pure Right now, shit, I'm yours My sorrow, I swallow Follow me all, oh hell no Wasn't me? I swallow Forgive me, I don't know Oh hell, no (x4) This thing I follow The place, I just get to fucking go A freak, that I'm sure A freak, that is yours My sorrow... Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak (etc.)
(Pleasant things I feel) (etc.)
You came into my life without a single thing I gave into your ways, which left me with nothing I've given into smiles, I've dealt with all your games I wish you're happy now, I had to let you win Why don't you get the fuck out of my face? Now (x2) In the sea of life, you're just a minnow You live your life insecure I feel the pain of your needles As they shit into my brain I scream without a sound, how could you take away? Everything that I was, left me a fucking slave Your face that I despise, your heart inside that's gray I came today to say, you're fucked in every way Why don't you get the fuck out of my face? Now (x2) In the sea of life, you're just a minnow You live your life insecure I feel the pain of your needles As they shit into my mind You stole my life without a sign You sucked me dry Why don't you get the fuck out of my face? Now (etc.)
Time has come to realize What you are, what you've done inside The time has come, we'll have something to talk about I will too Looking back (dumb) And now I realize (old man) How much you really liked him (dumb) This child's mind you terrorized (old man) You came to him (dumb) He really didn't know your lies (old man) Now, his innocence gone (dumb) He's that child you terrorized (old man) This fucking thing that I know, it came to me and you This fucking thing that I know, because of you My childhood is gone, because I loved you My childhood is gone, because I loved you Be my neighbor Looking back (child) And now I realize (fucker) How much you really loved him (child) This child's mind you hypnotized (fucker) You came to him (child) You really didn't know his lies (fucker) Now, his innocence gone (child) I'm that child you terrorized (fucker) This fucking thing that I know... Be my neighbor, my neighbor Fred, you told me that everybody was my neighbor They took advantage of me, like I took a trip anywhere I wish I wouldn't have watched you, I really mean it My childhood, a failure, what a fucking neighbor I hate you, I will too (x3) I hate you, I hate you Be my neighbor (etc.) This fucking thing that I feel - This fucking thing that I feel My childhood is gone - My childhood is gone I will too (etc.)
Fuck you titty sucking, two balled bitch With a fat bruised clit, my big compoto bitch Oh shit, fucking, ass licking, piss sucking, cunt These nuts on your lips, Kentucky fried kung-pao clits I don't know what to say So what, don't give up on me now I don't know what to say, so what Saggy tits swinging between your fat, crusty arm pits Big ass hairy mole between your pussy lips Cunt, shit, cock, dick, cunt, tit, barf, piss, balls, ass, pecker, queef Oh shit, fuck, bitch, damn fucking diarrhea slut, with HIV I don't know what to say So what, don't give up on me now (x4) I have fought to find something to say But now I found something to say Fuck you! Punk ass bitch! (x2) I don't know what to say...
I see your faces and I do not understand why Each time I dream you standing there, right by my side Why do you make me? You take my pride And in my eyes you kinda rape me, inside I have no place to run and hide I have, have no place to hide, which I like Some look at the time, I looked back into my life You want to touch me to see what's in my eyes Why do you make me remember my hate, all its shame? Don't you hate me, sometimes? I have no place to run and hide... I have no place to run, so come on follow me (etc.) I don't know where to run, so come on follow me (etc.) I have no place to run! Which I like, I like (etc.) I have no place to run and hide...
Yo Chuck! We got running mixes, gimme the headphones Wicked! Ha, ha, one-two-three, and I come with the wicked style and you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew But I got everybody jumping to the voodoo You kicking wicked rhymes, picket signs while me and my mob got a trunk full of 9's Drop then I'll slay you, bang, bang, birthday for the A-hole Ready to buck, buck, buck but it's a must to duck, duck, duck Before I bust you, looking for the one that did it You want my vote, no your never gonna get it Cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills And I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills, Sitting at the pad just chilling Larry Parker just got 2 million, Oh what a fucking feeling That nigger done past me the peel, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O' Neal Wicked, wrecking baby, I'll rock that tassle baby, take it, ‘cause I'm... 'Cause I get wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume Yes I wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume Yes I wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume But now I'm in your face, so you'll keep on the volume Don't say nothing, just listen Got me, got me a plan to break Tyson out of prison You going my way you get served Still got a deuce then I bunny hop the curb Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with a happy grin Gotta fat frown ‘cause I'm down, so take a look around All you see is big black boots, stepping, use my steel toe as a weapon And it's awfully quiet, you want to live with this nigger, to with the stick Ah, but that's nasty, cause I got a Body Count like Ice-T From here to New York I get them skins, and I ain't talking about pork Your sly, you pig, dig Listen from the flow from a soul fro'ed caucasion Ah, who didn't know I was as funky as Wilson Picket but you talking 'Cause I get wicked... People wanna know how come I get a gat And I'm sitting at the window like Malcolm Ready to bring that noise and kinda trigger happy like the Ghetto Boyz December 29th was power to the people, y'all might just see a sequel 'Cause police got equal, hey, a horse is a pig that don't fly straight I'm doing Daryl Gates but it's Willie Willams, I'm down with the pilgrims I'm threw with the pig, so I think the job is dead, get out 'Cause I get wicked...
Honestly, somehow it always seems that I'm dreaming of something I can never be It doesn't bother to me, 'cause I will always be that pimp that I see in all of my fantasies I don't know your fucking name, so what, let's... Screaming to be the only way that I can truly be free from my fucked up realities So I turn and stroke it harder 'Cause it’s so fun to see my face staring back at me I don't know your fucking name, so what, let's fuck All day I dream about sex All day I dream about fucking
This is the Caco - Shit All my friends drive a lowrider And the lowrider is a little lower Take a little trip, take a little trip Take a little trip with me Shit - Oh, shit - Oh, shit - Ohh - Yup
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid What's my problem today? Maybe I'm depressed, maybe I'm helpless To what comes out my hand Pain - Pain - Pain - Pain I hate writing shit, it is so stupid Why do I feel this way? Feelings in my heart , I'm in way too far Can't it won't go away? Pain - Pain - Pain - Pain Before long my song is dying (x2) I hate writing shit, ain't looking forward to it What's fucked up, today? Writing all this time, feeling all that's mine Come right out my hand Pain - Pain - Pain - Pain Before long my song is dying (x2) Tell me now, I want to know Is it me inside you see? Ah, it isn't fair I gotta let this song inside me Free Set me free, it just set me free It just set me free (etc.) Before long my song is dying That's why I died This lie, I try!!
Live in life, don't you cry My life, pain is God Many nights, painful thoughts occur Yell at me, again I'm wrong In denial, I tried to be your friend I tried to be a good boy All I see, a hate deep inside Startle me, someone save me Now these memories fill my heart, they bury me All I wanna do (You are not my real mother) Is kill you (Should I beat and stab and fuck her?) (x4) Looking back, I was never ever right You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight I would come walking in and I'd say hello But you'd slap me and you make some fucked up comment about my clothes Then I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head were with you with a knife up your ass, laying dead So I pop some more caps in your ass Now your son is not so fun Motherfucking bitch, never try to play me You made my life not so good All I wanna do is kill you (x2) All I wanna do (You are not my real mother) Is kill you (Should I beat and stab and fuck her?) Wish you were dead! Now!! How can I cry over someone I never loved? How can I cry over someone I never loved? Never loved
Follow The Leader (1998)
Come on! Save some for me, it's what I like I wanna play, you know it's time Something is calling, I can't keep from falling Come on! It's on! Now see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time Once I cave in, what can I fight? I can never win, myself I don't like I don't like, I don't like, I don't like Something is calling, I can't keep from falling Come on! It's on! You see it's my fault... This time, this time For me, inside, put me inside Hold me this time, put me inside Come on! It's on! (etc.)
Something takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me, from me Life's gotta always be messing with me (You wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain? (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain, in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feeling like a freak on a leash (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free, is free Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me... Go! Something on the... So, fight, something on the... Fight, some things they fight So, something on the... Fight, some things they fight Fight, something of the... No, some things they fight Fight, something of the... Fight, some things they fight Something takes a part of me...
Hate, something, sometime, someway Something kick off the for me Something, inside I'll never ever follow So give me something that is for real I'll never ever follow Get your boogie on - Get your boogie on Hate, something, someway, each day Dealing with no forgiveness, why? This shit inside, now everyone will follow So give me nothing, just feel And now this shit will follow God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see? God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say God begs me, the more I see the light, who wants to see? God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say Each day I can feel it swallow Inside something they took from me I don't feel your deathly ways Each day I feel so hollow Inside I was beating me You will never see, so come dance with me Dance with me (etc) God begs me... Got the life, got the life (etc.)
Come on, step inside, and you'll realize Tell me what you need, tell me what to be What's your vision you'll see? What do you expect of me? I can't live that lie Hey! I'm seeing my worth, I'm fucked at dealing With your life, dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? Let me strip the pain, let me not give in Free me of your life, inside my heart dies Your dreams never achieved, don't lay that shit on me Let me live my life Hey! I'm seeing my worth... You want me to be something I can never ever be! (x2) I'm seeing my worth... Dead bodies everywhere! (etc.)
Attention all parents Report to your local therapist Report to your local church Report toyour local police department It's going down Glaring into my son's eyes Reveals a void I felt her in the day (insanity) It was all about the pussy, if you can get it A little girl like me never fucking liked it We ain't taking no more - We ain't taking no more! Go! So sing me, I, I, I And the children are born Your feeling through me, I, I, I You're the children of the Korn Dropping smoke in the alley, making noise with a double pump Bring your boys turn up at a party with you doubled up Double ridie, double party, hardcore, teenage, fucking bitches made you Catch me if you can, fuck the law with my dick in my hand, we're coming strong Generation triple X, we're all about the weed smoke and the kinky sex So sing me... ‘Cause a bag of my life then I got it So far, it's open day like me (insanity) Go figure, once a fag? Now a player Baptized and born and the Children of the Korn Children of the Korn, I'm the first born Fuck authority! Hit your ass in the head with my 40 You girls see more of me, after school, you better run to your pa Class clown, I already know I'm a star Your Children of the Korn was born from your porn And twisted ass ways, now you look amazed. I'm sitting in a daze, in a purple haze You better check my pulse, 'cause nothing seems to faze Nothing seems to faze Your children of the Korn, children of the Korn (x2) Look and see, I feel the parents hating me Why don't you step outside and feel me? How you gonna tell me where to skate? Who to date How to fuck, how to kiss, who to love, who to diss How to live, what it is? Something gotta give Parents or the kids, it won't be the kids It won't be the kids, we're talking shit 'Cause life is a bitch, you know it is Everybody trying to get rich, goddamn! All I wanna do is live - All I wanna do is live All I wanna do is live! (All I wanna do is live) (etc.) (All I want to do) (x3) Is live Stop fucking with me - Bitch!
So you've seen I've gotten this far Please, give me some place to hide I'm not trying to go there, so take me away Life sometimes pisses me off It's never a good trip for me Every time I reach for love, it's taken away Night! So I play Give me a sign, this is gay Give me some patience, so I pray It's time to die, is that what I want? There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved Is there something wrong with me? For once in my life I'd like to be really set free Let me be me Night! So I play... Take me away - Taken away Take me away - Taken... away Something I get, I got to get home Run, run, run, run, run, run running home Night! So I play...
So, so young Raped, but I don't realize Small white legs Broke - The pain between her thighs I see your pretty face Smashed against the bathroom floor What a disgrace! Who do I feel sorry for? Skin, so cold How could someone steal a life? Takes the blame Wait, I got some shit to say I see your pretty face... Smashed and raped Not again, this is a real crime What a pretty face! Who do I feel sorry for? Rape! Something Now! Rips my... Heart! And takes... My! Soul I... Wait! Too late Now! I feel Hurt! Inside Dark! My soul away Away I see your pretty face...
Say what, say what? (x4) My dick is bigger than yours Say what, say what? (x4) My band is bigger than yours Too bad, I got your beans in my bag Stuck-up sucker, Korny motherfucker Taking over flows is the Limp pimp Need a Bizkit to save this crew from Jon Davis I'm gonna drop a little East side skill Ya best step back ‘cause I'm a kill, I'm a kill So watcha thinking Mr. Raggedy man? Doing all you can to look like Raggedy Ann Check you out punk - Yes, I know you feel it You look like one of those dancers from the Hanson video You little faggot ho, please give me some shit to work with ‘Cause right now I'm all it kid, suck my dick kid, like your daddy did Who the fuck you think you're talking to? I'm known for eating little whiny chumps like you All up in my face with that (Are you ready?) But halitosis, is all you're rocking steady You little fairy, smelling all your flowers Nappy hairy chest, look it's Austin Powers I hear ya tooting on them fag-pipes clod But you said it best, there's no place to hide What the fuck you’re saying? You're a pimp whatever, limp dick Fred Durst needs to rehearse, needs to reverse what he's saying Wannabe Funkdoobiest is what you're playing, ripping up a bad counterfeit, faking Plus your bills I'm paying, you can't eat that shit every day, Fred (Lay off the bacon) Say what, say what? You better watch your fucking mouth, Jon So you hate me! And I hate you! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family I hate you! And you hate me! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family Look at you, fool, I'm gonna fuck you up twice Throwing rhymes at me like, oh shit, Vanilla Ice Ya better run, run while ya can, can never fuck me up, Bisc Limpkit At least I got a phat, original band Who's hot, who's not? You best step back Korn on the cob, you need a new job Time to take them mic skills, back to the dentist And buy yourself a new grill You pumpkin pie, I'll jack-off in your eye Climbing shoots and ladders, while your ego shatters But you just can't get away, 'cause it's doomsday kid, it's doomsday So I hate you! And you hate me! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family I hate you! And you hate me! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family ou call yourself a singer? You're more like Jerry Springer Your favorite band is Winger, and all you eat is Zingers You're like a Fruity Pebble, your favorite flag is rebel It's just too bad that you're a fag, and on a lower level So you're from Jacksonville, kicking it like Buffalo Bill Getting butt-fucked by your uncle Chuck While your sister's on her knees, waiting for your fucking nut Wait, where'd ya get that little dance Like them idiots in Waco, you're burning up in Bako Where your father had your mother, your mother had your brother It's just too bad your father's mad, your mother's now your lover Come on hellbilly, can your horse do a fucking wheelie? You love it down south, and boy, you sure do got a purdy mouth I hate you! And you hate me!... And I love you! And I want you! And I'll suck you! And I'll fuck you! And I'll butt-fuck you! And I'll eat you! And I lick your little dick, motherfucker Say what? Say... what?
What the fuck? I'm so dumb, therefore I can't relate I'm so dumb, there is nothing to hate Really is it me, or is it fate? Give me peace, or at least for fuck's sake Give him something to say Something super fly, never play All I hear is disgrace Erase them all and reclaim my place In the past I was known as a freak Had no friends, picked on 'cause I was weak Save my ass, I got into this band Never thought the band would pick on the man Give him something to say... Reclaim my place (etc.) (Say it to my face) So I look around at all these stupid little faces Something I can never slap, but I embrace You'll never ever see, you'll never ever be You want to fuck around? Then come on, fuck with me You think you can't relate? You'll never ever find You think you feel my hate? Look at me and you will find My fate you always raped? I will always be the son You want to fuck with me? Come on, fucking play! You can feel it now or be stoned! Yes, you feel it come, right now! (x3) Bow down! (x4) Give him something to say.... What the fuck? (etc.)
Fuck all that bullshit! You watch me play - I look away Your lights turn bright - You found the light Take, off in space, you and I (x2) You're gonna die! Wanting me, why? I wish I had your strength - Inside your soul escapes Take, off in space... Cry, into me Hold me something - All right The kids that die listening to me You are alive! Take, off in space, you and I stay Take, off in space...
Every day it gets a little harder, can't seem to get away I remember there's a certain place, a place I wish I'd stay I feel so lost within, pressured, I'm headed for that day Just one thought in my head, really, do I need this fame? Every time, goddamn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be Like some goddamn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so weak Something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe I lay in bed at night and wonder, “Should I go on this way?” It's the only thing I really got for now, and it's called fame Every time, goddamn... So I see this face so innocent and fine (and so fine) So I see this face and I realize it's mine I feel the rattle! (etc.) (x2) Every time, goddamn... Like some goddamn fucking freak! (x4)
I should have known it from the start what I was in for She break a tin full, she copied, we exchanged some info Called her on the tele, conversations were simple Ain't playing games, my game, retain the tempo And things, no shame, two sparks turned into flames Nimpho's in the park, just dancing in the rain Hook me with this fix, and look to drain my aim Some never retain what wouldn't suck from your veins So baby I ask you - What do you want from me? (x8) You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked (x2) Rest us, rest us from the pain, if I ask Ashamed ‘cause a game keep playing me wrong Promise not to ever sing a damn 'nother song Until I realize who the fuck I am A man out of sync with his own program Trying to find some kind of inner link A man out of sync with his own program Trying to find some kind of inner link So baby I ask you - What do you want from me? (x8) You see this time... She's the epitomy of sweet misery The sweeter the stroke, the deeper the pain given There's an angel, angle sex-driven Dangerous sex kitten, warm as a mitten Fitting like a glove, with abstract relations Testing all my patience, push comes to shove Emotional masturbation, fucking with my love Fucking with my life, fucking all the above You see this time... (x2)
Laying by my precious, not long ago Hiding behind the shadows of your broken soul Why is it always you want something you can never have? Why did you try to tell me? How could you be this way? Your throat, I take grasp - Can you feel the pain? Then your eyes roll back - Can you feel the pain? Love racing through my veins - Can't you feel the pain? Your heart stops beating - Can'tyou feel the pain? Black orgasms - Can't you feel the pain? I kiss your lifeless skin - Can't you feel the pain? There you are, my precious, with your broken soul Rubbing my crotch, elated, taking control Why is it always? You fuck up something you have always had Why'd you try to tell me? How could you be so cold? Your throat, I take grasp... Here I am, just a man, feeling pain gives me life Relieving us is my plan, I'd do anything to see through your eyes Just to see through your lies (etc.) I hate you! Can you feel the pain? (etc.) Your throat, I take grasp...
Odelay! My momma talked to me, try to tell me how to live But I don't listen to her 'cause my head is like a sieve My daddy, he disowned me 'cause I wear my sister’s clothes He caught me in the bathroom with a pair of pantyhose My basketball coach, he just kick me off the team For wearing high heels sneakers, and acting like a queen Gonna tie my pecker to a tree, to a tree Gonna tie my pecker to a tree, to a tree Gonna tie his pecker to a tree Get your boogie off - Go Head The world is coming to an end and I don’t give a damn As long as I have my bitch, oh, and my fly gear It don't bother me if people think I'm funny 'Cause I'm a big rock star, and I make lots of money Money, money, money... Are you talking petsos? Money, ka ching - Ka ching Lots of money (etc.) I'm so bloody rich Lots of mutherfucking money, I get looks I own shopping centers, parking lots And stocks, and all that shit I own you, ha, you too, you three For me, he-he, oh-oh Get your groove off Let's bring it back one more time, Jonathan Jonathan on them drums, getting ever slower More grooving, slow that shit down Crazy slow, come on, death, right here, slow Don't give a fuck, break it out You even know, Boy George is on heroin We don't give a fuck Rick James is in the crack house I'm fucking paying, that's all that matters Ha, ha, ha, ha, aahh, ha, ha, ha The bomb is a fucking in the house Loco! Ooooh aahhh oooo Gimme some
Issues (1999)
All I want in life is to be happy (happy) (etc.) It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Every time I get ahead I feel more dead
Hey, I'm feeling tired, my time is gone today You flirt with suicide, sometimes that's OK Hear what others say, I'm here, standing hollow Falling away from me, falling away from me Day, is here fading - That's when, I would say I flirt with suicide, sometimes kill the pain I can't always say, “It's gonna be better tomorrow” Falling away from me, falling away from me Beating me down Beating me, beating me down Down, into the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me down Down, into the ground (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) Slow it down Beating me down... Pressuring me, they won't go away So I pray, go away It's falling away from me (x3) Beating me down...
How did it start? Well I don't know I just feel the craving I see the flesh and it smells fresh And it's just there for the taking These little girls, they make me feel so goddamn exhilarated I fill them up, I can't give it up The pain, I'm just erasing I tell my lies and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay, so what the fuck is with you? Your feelings, I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why its hurts me All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment? All I wanna do is fuck it away I tell my lies... Just throw you away (etc.)
This shit right here is for you All your faces I can see You all think it's about me I'm about to break, is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life of misery and hate? You will never know what I've done for you What you are, got me through, I'd do it for you I could have never lived if it wasn't For you
Everyone is looking at me I can't get out of bed, there is evil in my head Everyone just let me be Because when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am free Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Tell me, how could this fade? I am going insane and I could not have my pain Everyone please, let me be Because when I hit the stage it is gone and I am free Goddamn, you say... I feel the shame, I'm not insane The things I feel now aren't the same Who gives a fuck if my life sucks? I just know one thing: I won't give up Everyone, just let me be (x3) Goddamn, you say... Be there, for me (x4)
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me, such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games, instead it's all the same I want something to do, need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad All I do is look for you, I need a fix, you need it to Just to get some sort of attention, attention What does it mean to you? For me, it's something I just do I want something, I need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason... Does it make me bad? (etc.)
Fu, fu, fu... I got this bad cold And I got a life, I live it up - I live it up I don't want this to go away (go away) (It's gonna go away) (etc.) I'm so scared (oh, so scared) I can't think of going on We all crumble We crumble under pressure (pressure) Pressure (pressure) (It's gonna go away) (etc.) .... go live it up We're living it up
Wake the fuck up! (x8) Each day, more frightening, all of us wanna die The pressure's tightening, I don't even want to try Should I take all the stupid bullshit? What makes them think they can get away with it? I’m not happy, I wish they'd just... Wake the fuck up! (x4) I can take no more, what are we fighting for? You are my brothers, each one I would die for Please just let it go, all our heads are blown Let's take the stage and remember why we play for No more fighting! I swear I'm gonna leave Talking shit to spite me, I wish they'd just... Wake the fuck up! (x4) I can take no more... (etc.) Remember why we play for (x2)
Am I going crazy?
Let me see (let me see), all my life has been (taken) taken This demon (haunts me) haunts me They're waiting (help me), help me You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound You pick me up when I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them Hey Daddy (they), they are taking me (away), biting Facing him (what soul?), my soul They're eating (help me), please help me You fuck me up... They say this thing inside me Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out They tell me to hurt myself (x3) But I'm not gonna listen You fuck me up... (etc.) Hey daddy - Hey daddy (waiting)
I can't stand to let you win I'm just watching you and I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside, feeling all that you hide Thought you my friend, seems it never ends I need somebody, someone Can somebody help me? All I need is some pain Not just for me Giving you with this and that, giving gave me nothing back It's all related to all the things I do Feeling like a fool inside, seeing all the things you tried I am nothing I need somebody... I look, a sign, I need someone inside, to help me out with what I’m trying, I'm crying, I'm frying in a pile of shit, I'm dying, I'm dying!
Lately things won't go my way Lately everything is gray It feels like something It feels like nothing So I came too far to end up this way Feeling like I'm God, feeling is no way So I'm angry for today Anger's the only thing I've made It feels like something No, it's nothing So I came too far... To live this way Hating, feeling, falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but give up falling to the place where people know me I can't wait to give them these feelings of hating Keeping inside me, for all to take Picking at me, they're ripping at me Ripping at me So I came too far...
When it's crying, take me on second place Which you don't often find I see a family walking Always thinking of being somewhere else in time So I fall face down, in a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me, please give me some of it back, the feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started, I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane, which I did to you Let's get this party started, you make me feel insane I want to be the one to make myself sign Time is ticking, it makes me feel content With what I have inside Constant paranoia surrounds me Everyone I see is out to get me So I fall down, in a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me, please give me some of it back, the feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started... You make me feel insane (etc.)
I am going insane, this shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain as the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me and then the shit would see how tired I am, and how shit got the best of me At least you could look at me while you are ripping me You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe Why should I complain? At least it helps my pain I am very cool now and it's gossip 'bout my fame I am going insane, this shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain as the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me and then the shit would see how tired I am, and how shit got the best of me At least you could look at me while you are ripping me At least you could look at me while you are ripping me You fucking pussy!
I came back to face what's growing in my head Please get away from me Take advantage of what I feel, yes you do One day you'll beg for me So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting You just see me as something you throw around You were there for me (there for me) Beating down to the ground, yes it always seems You take more from me (more from me) So I'm saying nothing... It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give your money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun and the games It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give your money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun, that's my game So I'm saying nothing...
Keep knocking, no one’s there Pouring down, near people My head, by myself All alone, ripping my hair out I hurt so bad inside At least you can see the world through my eyes It stays the same, I just wanna laugh again Keep hoping, nothing to spare So my life isn't quite there Feel like a whore, a dirty whore Such a whore, dirty My head, by myself... I'll die again, I'll die again I'll wilt again into you You dirty little fuck, dirty little fuck (etc.) (I will take it) (etc.) I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see, the world through my eyes It stays the same, I just wanna laugh again I just wanna laugh again (x4)
Untouchables (2002)
This time, taking it away, I've got a problem With me getting in the way, not by design So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain, pain, pain This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading, this shit gone way too far All this time I've been waiting, no I can not grieve anymore For what's inside awaking, I'm done, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore My mind is done with this OK, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line Each cut closer to the vein, vein, vein This state is elevating... I'm here to stay (bring it down) (x4) Bring it down! (x4) Gonna break it down (x7) Gonna break it! This state is elevating...
I'm thinking of, thanking all the fucked people Thanking all the shit I love, they are all the things I've made Straight from my heart, begging all the same people Burning is the same evil, somehow making me feel sane Waiting all this time, I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life, I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me, all the hate that's breaking free I realize I'm taking everything, and the shit seems to follow This time I feel it taking me to a place I hate to be Aall along I sing to make believe, and the shit seems to follow I'm thinking of, making all the fucked people Making the bitches I love, make them die and go away Pain from the start, all my dreams are ripped apart Thanking all the fucked people, they are all the things I've saved Waiting all this time, I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life, I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me... Your life, I hate it, oh God Can I replay? Stop and help me Sometimes I feel it chasing me...
So I think you are a fool, hanging on my every word I'm getting ugly, so I'm ugly Tear me from your heart, tearing me apart So I thought you'd disappear, being alone is what you fear Are you lonely? Yes, lonely Tear me from your heart, tearing me apart Rolling, and throwing, consoling everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting all that shit that's who you are Hoping, and scolding, revolving, peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling, this is what you really are The time is coming, gone insane You’re feeling happy, you've won the game The time is coming, a bed of flames Your life is over and you’re to blame (x2) Rolling, and throwing...
Beating the fall, I can’t help but desire of falling down this time Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape Falling all this time We come to this place, falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking, waiting for signs Hollow lives Fearing to fall and still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop Falling all this time We come to this place, falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking, waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder? Why we look to the sky? Search in vane? Asking why? All alone, where is God? Looking down? We don’t know We fall in space, we can't look down Death may come, peace I have found What to say? Am I alive? Am I asleep? Or have I died? We fall in space (wanting peace), we can't look down Death may come, peace I have found (something takes a hold of me) I want to say my whole life Am I asleep? We fall down We come to this place, falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking, waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder?.. We fall in space, we can't look down Death may come, peace I have found
It ain't fading, man I gotta let it out Am I crazy? Screaming nothing ever comes out I keep feeling lost, I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down now for some time Are you laughing? Am I funny? I hate inside, I hate inside I'll take this time to let out what’s inside ‘Cause I will panic, sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow, you raped and stole my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside My heart's breaking, man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out The hurt rising, soon it's gonna tear my soul out It’s not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out Give me some courage Beating me down now for some time Are you laughing? Am I funny? I hate inside, I hate inside I'll take this time... Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine Do you feel happy? You fucked up my mind You’re going to pay this time I'll take this time...
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all my mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny, what the fuck you think t's done to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me All, all my hate cannot be bound I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling as you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's done to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me All, all my hate cannot be bound... All my friends are gone, they died (Gonna take you down) They all screamed and cried (Gonna take you down) All, all my hate cannot be bound...
My life is such a waste, begging on something to work this time But why can't I relate? Feeling all I do is get what's mine Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair So why do I create just to be swallowed? I can't take (we have a start) I can't take (we got a fantasy) Come what may (we are the stars) I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine) Been hating all this time before a crowd could side Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find Been hating all this time too far to cross the line Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find I cannot take this place, burning up inside this space of mine So why can't I replace, feelings I find hard to really find? I try but I can't taste, memories they always fuck with me So why do I create just to be swallowed? I can't take (we have a start) I can't take (we got a fantasy) Come what may (we are the stars) I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine) Been hating all this time... All my feelings have been eating onto me Feed inside, is there something wrong with me? I can't take (we have a start) I can't take (we got a fantasy) Come what may (we are the stars) I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine) Been hating all this time...
Always just coming in here, starts the game Why can't this puzzle be solved? Each time it happens it's always the same I look down and then start to bawl And all I see it burned my eyes, burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over, taking all that’s mine One more time Always this teasing, sometimes I lose faith Where is my strength to hold on? Facing existence how can I relate? Do I stand clear or move on? And all I see it burned my eyes, burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind... Falling through this space in time, buried in this hurt of mine Falling slowly like a dream, falling through a world unseen Why can I not break this spell? I'm in darkness, is this hell? Falling towards this hole I see, this is how it has to be Caught in the corners of my mind...
Pick me up, been bleeding too long Right here, right now, I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away, can't be here no more Seems this is the only way, I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change, leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take, all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can, does this make me not a man? Shut me off, I’m ready, heart stops I stand alone, can't be on my own I will make it go away, can't be here no more Seems this is the only way, I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change... Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm hanging from? Is there nothing more to come? (Am I gonna leave this place?) Is it always black in space? Am I going to take it's place? Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?) I guess God's up in this place? What is it that I've become? Is there something more to come? More to come Now I see the times they change...
Blood is boring, sleep is boring Don't stop running, I'm here counting The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Will he keep fucking with me? There's no where else to go So I walk but seem to crawl, for I'm giving in today Now I run into a wall ‘cause I cannot fight my way You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place) We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way) We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe) We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) My life, worry, lifeless story Give up, breathing, I'll start needing The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Will he keep fucking with me? There's no where else to go So I walk but seem to crawl, for I'm giving in today Now I run into a wall ‘cause I cannot fight my way You've gotta come with... What really do I have to follow? Nothing makes sense at all Taking something for nothing, watch me as I fall I'm bringing me down, I'm bringing me down I'm bringing me down, I'm bringing me down You've gotta come with me...
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground) Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die, help me stay alive The time is right, I want to feel it good tight. I'm down to do this all night, I'm gonna beat it upright I'll behave, oh my God Make me beg, my God Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (get down) Come on ream my ass for fun (get down, get down) Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground) Ass up high... We're going on a ride I'm gonna turn you inside out, upside down Don't try to run and hide Yes, it's true what they say about my kind Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground) Ass up high...
We got a fucked up reason to live, who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate, we're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything, I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate, we're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight, we're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate, we're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything, I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate, we're gonna wake it up I am the burden of my everything, an open scar I'll be reborn in hatred, feeling I can't love no more I've had to suffer, I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying, all my hate is for the taking We got a fucked up reason to live... I am the falling of my happiness, it is no more Stop loving, I’m still hating till I can not hate no more I've had to suffer, I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying, all my hate is for the taking I'm, I am filthy, wasted piece of shit I am disgusting, take me away We got a fucked up reason to live...
Maybe I’m insane, walking on a wire Maybe I’m the same, nothing can take me higher Tell me where to start, think I'm at the end Right now, feeling pain, make it go away Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm a liar Maybe we're the same, nothing can stop the fire I can't feel my heart but I feel the shame Nothing left to say, soon I'll fade away These places all I ever think about is lost in time These faces taunting me, I'm looking back and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say, doing time, then lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday, I could fly I'm trying to find a better way but I'm trapped, can't get away All I think is about yesterday, I could fly Maybe I’m insane, walking on a wire Maybe I’m the same, nothing can take me higher I can't feel my heart but I feel the shame Nothing left to say, soon I'll fade away These places all I ever think...
You and me, we have no faces, soon our lives they’ll be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced Oh, I wish that I could see, how I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me to a place where I can cry So what can it be? No one hears me call Echoes back at me, no one’s there To all these nameless feelings I can’t deal with in my life To all these greedy people trying to feed on what is mine You’ve got to feel your hunger and stop fucking with my mind I know its time to leave these places far behind You and me we have no faces, they don’t see us anymore Without love as they had promised and no faith for what’s in store Oh, I wish that I could see, how I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me to a place where I can cry So what can it be? No one hears me call Echoes back at me, no one’s there To all these nameless feelings... Where are all these feelings hiding? Dancing in and out my mind Burning up all that I long for feeding me ‘til my decline Where are you? My soul is bleeding, I am searching, am I blind? All alone and bound forever, trapped inside me for all time To all these nameless feelings...
Take A Look In The Mirror (2003)
I'm feeling mean today, not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hatedm self-control breaks down Why's everything so tame? I like my life insane I’m barricading and debating who I'm gonna kick around Right now (can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you) Right Now (I'm feeling strange inside, I want to slash and beat you) Right Now (I rip apart the things inside that excite you) Right Now (I can't control myself but I fucking hate you) I'm feeling cold today, not hurt just fucked away I'm devasted and frustrated, God I feel so bound So why I'd feel the need, I think it's time to bleed I'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground Right now... You open your mouth again, I swear I'm gonna break it You open your mouth again, my God, I cannot take it Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll fuck you up Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up! (x4) Right now...
I am living without you You think everything will be fine I find making it hard to like Realize nothing is left inside I’ve got to break some fucking off (going to lose my mind) I’ve got to break some fucking off (I feel I'm feeling fine) I’ve got to break some fucking off (no, it won't be fine) I’ve got to break some fucking off My lie is going to hurt you My fate is not going to wait this time I play, games just to spite you I know, you're going to believe this time I’ve got to break some fucking off... Feel me as I'm laughing, leaving, eating, fucking Hating all this bullshit, maybe I can't stand this Fuck (x8) I can't stand this - Fuck I’ve got to break some fucking off...
Why can't you ever back down? Why can't you just shut your face? Oh, God, the feelings I feel would get me thrown in a cage You're the one always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your life so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can’t see Lead the way, make them pay Counting, on me, always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me, you hate everything you see I can't take this anymore but I always stay when I should leave You see the pain in my face While you keep putting me down Inside the rage starts to build You push me I won't go down You're the one who’s always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your life so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can’t see Lead the way, make them pay Counting on me... Could this really be the day, today? Does this really mean the problems go away? I'm gonna have to go this time Right now! I’ve taken all I can now Right now! You've torn us all apart Right now! There is nothing you can do to stop me Right now (x9) Counting, on me...
Pounding, it starts again Hurting, oh where do I begin? Screaming, they dance around my head Hoping, they’ll maybe end up dead Feeling it ramble, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I’ve got to do this right) I can't fucking give in (I width that I could fight) Can't I ever win (I think it’s on my mind) Here it comes again Silence, it goes away Patience, oh really should I stay? Trying so hard to get ahead Failure, is often where I'm lead Feeling it ramble... Oh I must hold on, oh I won't be gone Oh I won't stop now, oh I don't know how Why I can't hold on? Why I can't be gone? Why I can't stop now? Why I don't know how? Here we go again, here we go again (x2) Feeling it ramble...
I'm not doing great, I feel like I'm dead Not thinking straight, inside my body Troubled, full of hate, I had to let it out before it's too late Deep inside, it can hide! Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime? Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and crying from deep inside Why won't it fade, outside I had to lie "I'm OK", I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain, I guess this is a lie I have made Deep inside, it can hide! Feeling so lost and betrayed What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding, wanting to be less Giving to people they take from me Always they’re bringing drama to me Look, look at me now - Now! Feeling so lost and betrayed... I can't stand all of this fucking pain Please God just go away Please God just make the pain
Realized I can never win Sometimes I feel like I have failed Inside, where do I begin? My mind is laughing at me Tell me why am I to blame Aren’t we supposed to be the same That's why I will never tame this thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn’t last I feel the life pulled me free I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I’ve got something left to be That's why I just beg and plead for this curse to leave me Tell me why am I to blame Aren’t we supposed to be the same That's why I will never tame this thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path... Betrayed, I feel so insane I really tried, I did my time I did my time, I did my time I did my time, I did my time I am the one who chose my path... Oh God, the anger’s changing me Oh God, the anger’s changing me
Away, I see it's going down Today, hoping in time We’ll bury all this pain And will awake something inside We pushed the button far inside We fill our hearts up, then we fight Hey, I know Feels like I’ve lost everything that I've known I cannot survive alone Feels like I’ve lost everything I've known Our lives were good in everyway Too late, time after time All love just turned to hate But we sticked by each other's side We pushed the button far inside We fill our hearts up, then we fight We pushed the button... I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong Every time we fight, it feels so wrong I feel so enslaved by my pride Can we meet again? We pushed the button far inside We fill our hearts up, then we fight We pushed the button...
Everybody's an enemy, telling me lies and it's killing me Why they all want to get rid of me? Everybody's my enemy, several try to disguise the devil in them Wanting to get into my cerebellum But I'm ready and willing to tell them that I can't F with them Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling like my dick does when watching nikkid women do sick stuff on my porn collection on television Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend, they all just pretend to be Fuck everybody This is to all of ya'll 'cause everybody is an enemy Watching my own back strapped in chrome, to my homies Where the tombstones at, where the hoes at? 'Cause too many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites With benzene, amen, look at the trash that's biting The life in times is kinda weaker like the time and life of the sandman on Apollo theater Imagine that another black with a hook who pulls the wack talent off the stage, I'm in raged Trust nobody... You fill your lies around me and you think you've won You feel you can control me with the things you've done You think that you can take me You think that you can play me You're going to start to hate me I feel that you disgraced me Trust nobody...
I cannot ever find a way to throw these darkened thoughts away Need a place to hide It's thrown in my face everyday 'cause that’s the price I have to pay for what's inside my mind Alive, alive, alive, alive (x2) I am alive, I will never run away Places inside, my heart screams inside with pride Once I cried, now I wipe away the tears Once I died, now I'm alive Alive, alive, alive, alive (x2) Little things sting me everyday 'cause the pain, is how I like to play Better not cross that line Voices in my head I didn't see, it's something I can't throw away What's inside my mind? I am alive... I find my time, I'm intertwine I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind Alive, alive, alive, alive I am alive...
Run away nowhere yo chicken shit to face I'm gonna go there, the fear I cannot taste You think you got me, you're gonna tumble down Keep coming for me, I'll drop you on the ground I fuck with no one, until you get in my face Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through you face my fist will plow Watching as your blood pours down Let's do this now You're gonna feel how I really am with you You're going nowhere, don't really know what to do It's gonna go on until you run away You can't control me, you best do it my way I fuck with no one, until you get in my face Break you now... Don't you know that you can touch me? Don't you know that you can bring me down? Oh my life would be so easy now if you hadn't stepped across that Line! Line! Break you now...
We are the pain we are the shame We've gone insane, inside where no one’s around I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We are estranged, we are deranged I can't explain how you all break me apart I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done being there for others... We wait, we hate, we try to get away Mistake my pain, it has been lead astray I'm looking around, I drop to the ground Why does this have to end this way? Feeling numb so long Oh god it's just everything, it's everything Now I pray for all of them to go away I'm done being there for others...
Y'all want a single, say fuck that Fuck that, fuck that Y'all want a single, say fuck that Fuck that, fuck that Y'all want a single, say fuck that Fuck that, fuck that Y'all want a single, say fuck that Boom-boom-boom-boom What's going on today? We gotta break away We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down They think we're all the same and always we're to blame For shit I think is lame, it's time to stop the game I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say Y'all want a single, say fuck that Fuck that, fuck that What's going on today? Why must it be this way? We're going nowhere and we're still knocking the need to bow down They think we're all the same and always we're to blame For shit I think is lame, it's time to stop the game I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say Y'all want a single... We are the ones breaking you down We are the hope to drown out your sounds All across the world you've fed what you found All across the world you're breaking you down Y'all want a single...
Spending inside rotting away Something inside of me's been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now, when will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play with my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame, when will this end? Hopeless inside alone as I wait Brewing inside me it’s you that needs hate Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now, when will this end? I can't seem to get away... The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you You're always trying and the lying always shines right through My God I hate this, always take shit and I let this go on Why can't I break this? I just take this as this goes on and on End! When will this end? (x8) I can't seem to get away...
I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothings real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one Oh please help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God help me Darkness, imprisoning me All that I see, absolute horror I cannot live, I cannot die Trapped in myself, body my holding cell Come on, get 'em up Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech, taken my hearing Taken my arms, taken my legs Taken my soul, left me with life in hell